This has, so far, been a year of pity partying, complete with hats and noise makers and face paint

i should be grateful to even be getting a[nother] job, but i am not. all i feel is frustration and dread at working two part-time jobs in retail on my feet for 30 hours a week. and i know being paid anything is better than nothing, but i can’t help but feel disappointed at the $8.25 and hour i’ll be making as a courtesy clerk. i owe $26,000 worth of student loans and god fucking damnit all i want to do is pay it back so i don’t feel trapped by it. 

FUCK YOU DEBT.

and then i think i sound like some entitled prick. wahh i can’t get a full-time job right out of a top-name college wahh. listen to me whine. i am just so angry at everything!!!!

ANGER ANGER ANGER

and then i get really fucking jealous and resentful of other people whose parents can afford to help them out financially, while my mom and grandparents cannot. i know i shouldn’t, but i just do and i just wish i didn’t have to deal with this fucking money stress bullshit.

i just had a whirlwind my so-called life interlude and i realized that i am super angsty. oh, claire.

i just had a whirlwind my so-called life interlude and i realized that i am super angsty. oh, claire.

lumoy space princess

lumoy space princess

i want my own gertrude stein

i want my own gertrude stein

obsession

obsession

i wanna join this family

i wanna join this family

heymonster:

treat. yo. self.

heymonster:

treat. yo. self.

there has just been so much going on in real life with real people doing things that makes being on here reading things and looking at things feel so unsatisfying. 

woah.

woah.

tee hee hee

Dr. Bronner’s All One Ark. I WANNA DO THIS OH MY GOSH!!!!!!